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Joshua Jamesy's avatar

A friend recommended Samuel Fussell's book when I was 20 - the age I got "serious" about training (still at it 17 years later). It didn't scare or dissuade me but I often think about what was said. Even to this day. It's marvelous to hear about it again. I remember one of his pals basically wanting to become a racing horse, to be beyond human.

I never got to more than 210 because I'm naturally a long-distance marathoner. I find it easy to go for hours and neglect eating. The hardest thing about bodybuilding for me is the eating. I'm a mere 175-180lbs now but I'm ok with that. At this size I look bigger than I am. Naturally I'm a twink.

I still train like a bodybuilder, eat 3-4 protein centered meals a day but don't obsess over a million other things. I'm aware of my slight eating disorder but at least I don't feel like crap (?). I feel the need for most meals to be functional to some degree. Random eating is not fun for me.

I love this last bit - I often get asked why I eat a certain way or exercise. It's something to do!

'My cousin isn’t nearly so conflicted about his never-ending journey toward developing the “tautest” torso and most “stacked” back. “If you’re ‘ripped’ or ‘jacked,’ that’s one more thing you are and one less thing you have to worry about not being,” he tells me. “Like they say, the ‘swole’ is the goal. What the hell else are you gonna do with all this time?”¹²"

I've never used the words bro, jacked, ripped, swoll or whatever. Sometimes other guys talk to me like that - maybe they're trying to relate to me?

When I was a tiny twink other students would copy off my papers. When I got bigger the teachers would assume I was slow or dim-witted. That was so interesting. Changing others perspectives without speaking!

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Mason Pelt's avatar

After using two, potentially both broken scales at my gym, I weigh either 211, or 254, any number in between or none of those numbers. Not knowing your size is the real work of size.

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